psychobabble

(AA tee, Express leggings, DIY zipper chain)

Last night, tears and bon bons. This morning, banana nut muffins and happiness. Btw, I don't think I have ever expressed how much I love Disney movies. Mulan, Cinderella, Pocahontas, The Little Mermaid. Yea, that's where it's at. My happiness is compiled into Disney movies... and Sailor Moon. Yea, Disney movies and Sailor Moon. Three days until Christmas Eve. Four until actual Christmas. Am I excited? Heck yes. I really need family time to break away from "bon bons and tears". My hair is getting super long. For me, at least. This entry makes no coherant sense.

Built For Sin

(aa white vneck, Nordstrom tights, circle scarf from mommy)

"When you were mine, was I for you? Just one cheap thrill just to help you make it. Dammit I hope you didn't fake it."

-Framing Hanley

This love's taking all of my energy

(black long sleeve - Banana Republic, skirt - Nordstrom BP, lace tights - Nordstrom BP)

I haven't felt compelled to do much of anything these days. Le sigh. So bad.

Nails are 'For Audrey' from China Glaze. (:

P.Y.T.

(Express studded blazer, express tank dress, UO tights, zipper boots)

I haven't updated in a while. Lot's of stuff to do, applications to be filled out, people to see, stuff to think about.

birthday girl

I'm 18 now. Scary.

high heels have got me fallin' down on my knees

(variation of the last post [excuse my looking zoned out]: Express black mini skirt, AA tank top, mom's old belt, boyfriend cardi)

I'm pretty siked about this MAC Cyber lipstick. My social worker at school told me I looked "melancholy" yesterday. So tired. I don't know why white-out white nails look so pleasing.

throwing punches

(Express cami, boyfriend cardigan, studded belt, shooting star necklace, Roxy lime green mini)

I've been feeling surges of obnoxious colors.
(I always look sunburnt or something, regardless, I had fun with Poladroid)

i am, i am a zombie

Two outfits since the last post, nothing too spectacular...


(Express purple jumper, The Limited white sweater, Nordstrom brown dolman sleeved sweater, Express cami, Arden B miniskirt, UO wrap bracelets/rings)

I haven't much to say. I just have to go read but got REALLY sidetracked which landed me here... sigh.

every day is exactly the same

(boyfriend's old dress shirt, uo shorts, vest from mom, coach belts, f21 silver ring, random black rings)

Note: Disregard my right arm and legs here. They look oddly tan in these pictures. This is only a façade, I am actually still pretty pasty with exception of my funky shorts tan and a quarter of my arms due to driving. Sigh... I always have weird coloring.

Hmmm. Long time no post. This summer feels as if it's passing by so quickly. The only thing I'm REALLY looking forward to is back to school shopping... which is probably my favorite part about school, new clothes, shoes, pens, notebooks, erasers... Now that I do work in retail, I'm ALWAYS surrounded by clothes and shoes and accessories. It's so bad for me, but I refrain from buying... kinda. Retail will be the death of me and my hard earned $$ that I've toiled for when my ankles felt like they'd fall off.


Anyway, I just thought I'd post a picture of Tom Felton a.k.a. Draco Malfoy a.k.a. Hottie Mchotterson a.k.a. the man I may potentially marry. I've had a crush on him since Anna and the King. HAHA.

hands of time could never move again

(crop top mommy bought for me, boyfriend's shirt, shorts UO)

Today was an eventful day. I played "Woodchips" and "Monkey in the Middle". I think when I'm done with this job, I'm going to blend in with the little kids.

laugh, i nearly died

(Express shirt, Nordstrom Maxi, random bracelets)

I kinda love swishing around in dresses and drawing pictures of what's supposed to be Josh Beech *swoons*. Sometimes, when I feel utterly bored or frustrated/upset, I'll draw. But I'm always afraid to finish because I might mess it up. None of my drawings are ever COMPLETELY finished. Must be some sort of personality disorder/trait.

waiting in vain

(tee-AA, Trench from I don't remember, white skinnies UO)

Somehow I managed to land two jobs this summer and the fashion board and classes and have it surprisingly all fit together. I need to be occupied. Anyway, I just finished watching 'Tree of Heaven'. I cried buckets. Perhaps it's because Lee Wan is such a babe and I want a boyfriend like him. HAHA.

I really like his nose

outta heart

(UO layer sleeve top, Express mini, red hemp bracelet, black wrap bracelet, clunky shoes?, liquid leather nail polish and yea my nails are pointy and real =\)

I haven't been very motivated in the past two weeks due to massive amounts of schoolage. But anyway, I finished my last final as a junior! So long sweet spring, hello summer! I've a lot of things coming up in the next few months and extremely excited for all of them. This must be the process of getting older. Doing new things, having new ideas, seeing new possibilities... Le sigh.

how my heart behaves

(bf's dress shirt, leather wrap bracelet, express mini skirt, UO top)

Just eight more days of school... only 8 more days of suffering and anxiety attacks.

-----edit-----

I MADE IT ONTO THE FASHION BOARD!

you have been loved

Sometimes I'm oblivious to people around me. Disregarding feelings, thoughts, emotions. I think it might be because of the weather or the ending school year. So sleepy...
There's a slight possibility I might go to the beach/city with my boyfriend this next weekend in this outfit with a bathing suit under... oh how I love nice weather.

promeezy

. (Banana Republic Silk pink halter dress, Charles David silver shoes)

My prom was pretty fun. Small but fun. I'm just anticipating my senior prom now. I'm in so much dire need for a break that it's ridiculous. Le sigh.

This is DEFINITELY a change from my usual black, white, and gray.

slow me down

(Skirt from kiosque in VN, bofriend's dress shirt, bra/belt from UO)

I've been unreasonably tired for the past week which messes with my routines and sleeping patterns. Along with that, I've made a daily 4 mile run/walk routine. I feel... great. Minus the fact I did get my ACT scores back and it wasn't what I wanted. There's always a retake. =[

Other than that, I had my interview last week on Wednesday and I'm waiting for the fruits of that effort to surprise me sometime this week or next. Talk about unnecessary anticipation.

read between the lines

(I♥Ronson cardigan, diy shredded tank, 'For Audrey' and 'Liquid Leather' China Glaze nail polish)

I don't think I've ever expressed my addiction to nail polish. I probably have at least 50 bottles of nail polish; half are stored in my room and the other half in the fridge (so are other various products as moisturizer; just keeps your things in better shape). Though, at first, I was reluctant on getting the "For Audrey" one, I kinda love it now. It's fun.

Also, prom is next week and my mother has figuratively kicked my ass and pwned me twice today telling me that I've gained weight, which I did. But seriously, thanks for rubbing it in in vicious and blunt ways. Mothers.
------Edit------
Had my Fashion Board interview. I'm nervous for the outcome D:

truth is

(Levi's-DIY slashing, purple tank-Nordstrom, AA tee, timberland boots)

Lot's to update about!

• went shopping and ran into a guy who worked for/on/with Sesame Street
• I have a tumblr : http://theminimalist.tumblr.com/
• Had my ACT's which were unreasonably hard considering the practice tests were mild
• bought lightwashed boyfriend jeans (resounding gasp)
• I got my call from Nordstrom, my interview is May 6th. I'm dying from the anticipation.
• Had a dream I was dying from swine flu and was drinking pastel colored liquids to "cure" me. This is an awful epidemic/pandemic. I'm terrified.
• Waiting for summer to arrive, I'm so close to senior year, I can smell and taste it.
• I've been repeating Little Dragon - Forever, literally, forever.
• Addicted to DIYs especially with all this time I've acquired.

Yesterday, while I was slashing my jeans with a pair of hefty scissors, I somehow managed to cut off the top layer of my skin. It doesn't hurt but it's annoying that it's getting snagged onto things. Oh well, story of my life.